It's day 43....
Day 11 since ET....

Just now, I was walking at IMM...
Walk past Guardian and Watson, went in and out a few times. Everytime I step in, a lady when approach me ask me what I'm looking for.
Feel so shy...
Muhaha....

My heart tell me BUY BUY BUY!!!
Buy back and test....
Then I wont be in dilemma states but I'm so scare after so many times of failure...

Phew...
Finally got the courage to grab one from guardian and pay, then faster faster head home. When I reach home, my heart beats so fast.
I wanted to know the result but I'm so scared!!!
OMG...
Not yet try my heart already beating so fast...
What if....
Not pregnant?
I dont know whether I can accept the facts anot...
All these questions keep floating in my mind while I'm having lunch.

Finish eating, secretly went into my room and read all the instructions.
Keep telling myself, this is the fact already...
Just chong leh...
If it's -ve then just have a good cry...
Say is always easy one....

After pee....
Waiting for the hourglass to turn....
Turn and turn and turn....
SO LONG ONE....
My hands shivering...
Legs go jellies....
Heart at my mouth...
Still turning....
Grgh....

Put the test kit inside my pocket run into the room, when I took out and I saw PREGNANT.
OMG...
I cant believe it....
The hourglass still turning...
Looking patiently and puzzle at the test kit, why still turning not yet stopped.
Then it show 1-2....
Which mean is app 1-2 weeks pregnant....



Can you see it??


I'm PREGNANT!!!

I'm PREGNANT!!!

I'm PREGNANT!!!

I'm not dreaming, the kit indicated PREGNANT!!!
But still must wait for Friday blood test then confirm guarantee chop....

My little darling...
Hold on there...