My heart feels so heavy today!!!

This morning decided to call up Dora and ask her a few things since I didnt get a call from the embryologist on last Sat. Dora mention no freezing for the remaining embryos, all of them are not response well so no point freezing them.
Phew....
Suddenly feel so sad...
All discarded...
All of them are discarded....
I'm left with nothing!!!
Only the 3 little ones in me now...
So sad.....
Haiz....

Also find out from her about the intake of eggs, I have been eating 3-4eggs everyday to counter the OHSS. But look like I dont have any symptoms at all.
I can stop taking the eggs but milk and water to be continue.

Same time also ask her about the HFMD, Drayden seem to got the disease which mean he will be staying or coming over to my house. Find out from Dora whether is it safe for me.
She consulted Dr Loh...
Dr Loh want us to separate cannot be staying together...
Very dangerous....
Grghhs...
How to??

Why I seem to have endless things to worry about??

** Baby, how are you together?**
Mummy hope you are growing fine, remember to stay strong and cling on.
Mummy love you all....