Very fast today is Day 26 already...
Tml will be seeing Dr Loh for review and same time going to do E2 blood test.

I'm feeling so LOST as the days are nearer...
Super mixed feelings!!
Hoping everything will be over soon but before it's over......
Still have the most painful jab to take....
The day surgery....
The deposit day....
The confirm +/- day....
Phew....
It will be another roller coaster week to go through....

I'm so drained all these days...
So tired until I dont feel like doing anything... Wana to go away for a holiday to relax my mind.
Even sleeping time I also can think of the needles, medicines and bathing...
Haha...
Why bathing?
Cause after bathing I need to jab the 2 medicines, I cant imagine I actually did it for 25 days already. Now I see my tummy I feel so upset cause of all the holes and blue blacks, it's hurt lo especially the blue black.
I'm such a brave mummy to be!!!
Actually, I'm not so brave....
If I'm brave, I won't be crying every night when taking the jabs.
I'm so scared and helpless but who can help me??
Perhaps no one know the emotions I'm going through now. I got no one to talk to cause no one know about all these procedures I'm going through. That makes me so emotional upset when things just get the ways I want it to be.

Just like the medical appointment tml, very rarely hubby can accompany me go for appointment, I'm always alone at RH but I never blame him cause he need to work. Happen tml is his off day so he can go with me but he said he want to left me there and go dim sum with in law. Be it, he said it jokingly but I take it so seriously.
Im so upset and annoy.
Thinking why should I go through all these when he dont appreciate me at all.
Grrghh.....