Very fast, today is the Day 19 of IVF...
Which mean I have been jabbing myself continuous for 19 days....
How many days to go???
I feel so tired of the jabs..

I'm so UNHAPPY!!!

I have so many things in my mind, I need to talk someone but who can be a 3rd party to listen to my problems and grumbles?
Why I like to think so much???

Job??
I'm looking but didnt get a successful application.
Or should I say that I shouldn't look for a job now? If I'm really preggies then how?
Haiz...
Don't get a job how to survive?
I'm going MAD soon....

I'm surrounded with medicines and jabs everyday, not only physically hurt...
Emotionally always going through a round of rollar coaster ride.

Tonight is the 2nd night for 2 jabs....
Puregon jab went on very smoothly, 1st attemot and it's done.

Lucrin, I jabbed onto my right tummy until bleed still cant manage to jab in.
No choice, I changed to my left side.
The jab went in after 2nd tries.

Jia you, Susan....
You are a brave mummy to be....
All the efforts are worth of.....